Fun and interesting conversation on Generational about blog platforms and static blog systems. Discusses hosts, editing and practically solving some of the “how-do-I” problems writers may face.
I know I’m going on and on, but I’m enthused. I use Slogger to save entries from twitter, last.fm, app.net and fitbit activity to Day One. Just as with the build tool for my blog here, mover.io helps remove the laptop from the workflow. See, I don’t have have a dedicated old machine to run as a server for my Mac stuff, so the standard method of running slogger via a daily scheduled task doesn’t work so well for me. I set a reminder.
It was a lot of fun to port my static blog workflow to a server-based build tool that relies on the mover.io API. Since then I’ve been tinkering with more general-purpose tools to play with mover. As an exercise, I put together a ruby-based widget I could use at the command line to simply finding and getting things from a connector attached to my mover.io account.
The gist is embedded below. This is intended for command line use; the script I’ve integrated with my blog build tool uses many of these mechanics but does a bit more work to diff the remote (Dropbox) directory with the local one and then cycle through downloads of the new files to my server, where the builder can do its business and publish to my dev and then public web locations. I’ll post the rest of that as soon as the code is a little bit less embarrassing.
The possibilities posed by this kind of integration are really cool, and I’ve had lots of fun developing this capability so far.
The #NowPlaying pane gets to the heart of what’s really wrong with the app and, may I suggest, Twitter circa 2013. In order for this 25% of the app to be useful, the people I trust and follow must also auto-tweet what they’re listening to, complete with hashtag detritus (or trolls). Perhaps I’m just too far past what Twitter considers cool, but a stream littered with #NowPlaying refuse (or Vines or Foursqure check-ins, for that matter) is a sign that I need to spend some quality time with the unfollow button. Twitter has built an app that requires users to abuse their timelines and followers with machine tags without any meaningful way of tuning out that noise.
I use Rdio and I think they’ve got social done pretty well — it’s external to existing social networks but easily connects to them, so I can choose to engage with it when I want and otherwise keep it out of the way. (So it’s interesting/odd that Rdio now also hooks to Twitter Music.)
30-minute meetings are so much sweeter. As long as you make the length clear at the beginning of the meeting, I find that everyone (again, myself included) gets right to the point and cuts out a lot of the filler and padding that makes up a ridiculous amount of every conversation.
I know that may sound a bit crass. But pay attention to the next conversation you have — how much of it is filled with things that really don’t need to be said? A lot.
My workplace is a pretty meeting-heavy one, too, and also very social, but I’ve gotten better at getting through meetings without using the calendar-application-default of an hour. Shared expectations are key, and so is an agenda, so that all participants can see exactly when the conversation is done.
Time was, I took a lot of photos. I spent a lot of time in Lightroom working them up, tuning them, cataloguing them. I found great delight in learning more, improving my technique and exploring my creativity. There was nerdery, too: an annual year in Lightroom stats blog post that was lots of fun. Along the way I made myself a collection of handsome prime lenses and used them almost exclusively. (At the time, nobody had a cool set of pancake primes like Pentax; to date, some of my favorite photos are with the little 21mm.)
As my son got older, the amount of time I could spend working up shots in LR started to approach zero, and I used the big DSLR less and less often, replacing it with snaps from my phone – photos that I could tweak, upload and share without the multi-step process of transferring and working up on the laptop. This trend intensified until recently, when our now-toddler got a little more independent and a little more routine. So I find myself getting that itch, to spend a little more time with my photography again – and with equipment that may still lighten the post-processing load.
With a fast-moving toddler, I also want something that autofocuses quickly and performs well with relatively low light, and on this score both the workhorse Pentax and the iPhone tend to fall short. Again, post-processing can make a lot of difference – Lightroom 4’s noise reduction in particular is fantastic – but it adds to the mental overhead of just using the photos that I made.
I’m not sure where to start looking for this fun new camera. I’m pretty sure the big DSLR isn’t my bag anymore, as much as I don’t want to leave behind this nice stack of glass. So where does one start these days? Mirrorless 4⁄3 cameras are intriguing (e.g. Shawn Blanc’s review of the E-PL5); for the price, both the E-PL5 and NEX-6 look pretty hot, though there’s something about a really good non-interchangeable lense that I find appealing: No race to accumulate different focal lengths, just a single frame to get really tight with.
At the less flushed-cheeks end of things, but still attractive, are high-quality zooms like the Fuji X20 or Pentax MX1 (I do admit I still have a Pentax soft spot; my very first digital camera was an EI-200, and my second was a Fuji F10, so I feel like I could be keeping it in the family either way). For a grundle less cash something like these might fit the sweet spot for toddler-tracking, portability, and image quality that could feed my latent creativity.
I do have the benefit of not really being in a hurry — mostly; my boy does keep growing and doing more wonderful things most days — while the options just keep getting better.
So I built this little hobby blog engine and had a good time with it, but one of its limitations as a writing tool was that it required me to sit down with the laptop to actually publish: Although the whole thing lives in a Dropbox folder, I needed my trusty MacBook Pro to run the Ruby to build and then deploy the site to my web server. I could write at the coffee shop on my iPad or iPhone with my favorite Dropbox-compatible tools (like iA Writer), but couldn’t publish directly from iOS.
Until now. A couple of weeks ago I tested out the Ruby engine itself on my server at TextDrive and found that it worked with just a couple of small modifications. But my content still lived in Dropbox. How would I bridge the Dropbox-server divide?
Enter mover.io, my new favorite technology crush. Its API lets me download from Dropbox directly to my server. I repeat, it’s awesome. So here’s the toolchain: Write in iOS, hop into Prompt to run the deploy script on the server, and boom, published blog goodness.
I started and finished this very post, zapped it to my server and ran the build, checked its rendering and then deployed to production – sounds fancy, right? – all from my iPhone. It’s pretty much the new hotness for me.
I’ll write up some of the technical details later. This was lots of fun to learn, and I have more cool ideas for putting mover.io to use.
The internet has been full of interesting things to read and think on, lately. Here are a few of my favorites from recent bookmarks.
The Day One folks keep a nice list of applications to which they and others are putting the tool. I don’t write as much as I think I should, but I have been trying to put at least a photo every couple-few days into my Day One journal. Additionally, I use Slogger to record twitter, app.net, fitbit, and last.fm activity.
My friend Joel has a fine podcast about thinking about things and writing about things – among other things. This short meditation on found and stolen moments really got me.
In a previous career I was an academic, and I studied the project of local currencies in the United States. Bitcoin shares a lot with local currencies, but departs significantly in implementation, not the least of which is its speculative nature – which was at the core of this week’s over-the-cliff drop in value.
I’ve been reading Slacktivist for years, and its author, Fred Clark, is consistently one of the most thoughtful writers around. His long-term opus, a walkthrough annotation of the Left Behind series, is a deep exploration of his faith and the departures from it taken by a paranoid religious right (among others). He’s also funny and frequently moving, and enjoys Buffy the Vampire Slayer. What alicublog is for the culture wars, Slacktivist is for excoriating the nonsense prophets of the right.
Casey Johnston spends some time with Dwarf Fortress:
I went into Dwarf Fortress knowing the barrier to entry was dizzyingly high, but I consider (or considered) problem-solving, iterative experimentation, and quick learning to be among my personal strengths. In Dwarf Fortress, I feel like I’m trying to build a skyscraper by banging two rocks together.
I’d like to think I’m not the problem here. Dwarf Fortress wants to be understood about as much as the average teenager. The more it confuses you, the more accomplished it feels. Perhaps that’s too harsh an assessment. It is possible to tinker, after all. But tinkering is endless instead of productive, and there are so many ways to go wrong.
The depth of narrative that some players find in their games of Dwarf Fortress is seriously intriguing, but every time I think “Hey, maybe I’ll try it”, I read something like Casey’s great write-up. It’s not a game that rewards “hey, maybe” players.
Notch provides a pretty slick and fun set of visualizations based on data from fitbit and/or runkeeper. Right now they’re focused on some fun run graphics, but I’m not much of a runner, so I’m hoping for some good bike ride visualizations in the future. Here’s a snapshot of the “Kodachrome” steps calendar.
I’ve alluded a few times to project at work gaining steam. We recently completed it, a big one, one I’ve been working on for nearly two years but that has been on the roadmap for my team for a very long time – since well before I was on the team at all. Feels good to have completed it, even this first phase of it with much left to do. Check that, it feels tremendous.
Big milestones like that seem far apart for me, but they come every day for our toddler. Our little guy is still pre-pre-school, but his wonderful school is part of the school district, so he has long holiday breaks at Christmas, springtime, and summer (mercifully, they offer a summer session so we only need to plan for a couple of weeks of true summer vacation). Today we wrap up the latest, a week of spring break, and it seems like he’s turned a corner, learned something new, or otherwise astonished us nearly every day.
The recent discussion of retro gaming on Accidental Tech Podcast was an enjoyable trip through many years of my own gaming and computing history. I do sometimes imagine Siracusa (I think he and I are roughly in the same college cohort) wondering how he got paired with these know-it-all youngsters whose first computer was a 486.
In no particular order, here are a few of the memories sparked by their conversation:
- My first modem was a 1200bps Everex, a Christmas gift from my uncle when I was in the fifth grade. My connectivity progression after that was to 2400 (oddly, I don’t remember this brand; it was an internal, I installed it myself, and I had to fiddle with jumpers. Now it’s really bothering me that I don’t remember the model), 14.4 (Supra, ca 1992), 28.8 (Supra, ca 1994), a mix of ethernet and 28.8 through the remainder of college, then 56k (USR and others) circa 1998, until landing with cable in 2002-ish.
- I was already into computers in the fifth grade, but it’s fair to say that that first modem substantially shaped the course of the rest of my life.
- My freshman college dorm was a converted house, about half empty, and we ran long phone cords from empty rooms, through windows and up stairwells, to plug into our modems and play multiplayer Doom. Hot stuff. Not a lot of girls visited that dorm, as it was on the far end of campus.
- The first multiplayer, non-BBS door game, that I recall playing was Modem Wars. I loved that game.
- I also loved Wing Commander. The cinematic sequences and music were a revelation. I had an Ad-Lib card and a huge expansion card full of 4MB of RAM that I installed in a Compaq DeskPro 386sx/16. As they described on the podcast, I had to swap
config.sysfiles to turn on expanded memory when I wanted to play. The Compaq had heavy, loud power switches.
- I got Wing Commander as a Christmas gift. I had asked for some nonsense called Tunnels of Armageddon. Man am I glad the Software Plus guy steered my mom and dad away from that one.
- Playing games meant I had to shut down the WWIV BBS that I ran throughout high school.
- My first PC was an IBM PC.
- First “laptop” was an Everex Tempo, I think a 286. I used to run Turbo C on it to mod and compile the BBS. It was a small tank, and I took it to study abroad in Rome in 1997. Later I took it to grad school and it was stolen from my crappy rental house in 2000. I wish I still had it; it had a ton of text files on it and contained basically the history of my computer use up to that time.
- Good lord did I ever spend a lot of time trying to get a PCMCIA wifi card working on linux.
- Troubleshooting SCSI CD-ROM drives was a nightmare.
- I brought a DX4/100 to college. It was the fastest thing in the house, but also the most temperamental (see above).
Several months ago I spent some time looking into alternatives to Posterous for a private family blog that I use mostly to share stories, photos and videos of my toddler. At the time this search was driven by the desire to use a paid platform, rather than a free one, in line with my goal of using services whose business model is based on making money rather than “monetizing” users. Nothing quite met my needs, and the transition was not imperative, so I let the search fade amid plenty of other things to keep me busy.
With the recent announcement of the closure of Posterous by twitter, I started looking again. Turns out that what Posterous does, it does very well, its strengths line up quit well with my requirements for a family-blog, and most of the alternatives are not a very good match.
Here’s what Posterous does well:
- Post by email
- Password protection of entire site, without user accounts or user-specific logins
- Support for video
- Easy presentation of photo galleries
I’m quite happy to be able to say that, as of my import to it this morning, Posthaven accomplishes three of the four of those strengths – no surprise, of course, as Posthaven is meant specifically as a sustainable (ie non-free) refuge for Posterous users.
Posthaven is open for business but not quite 100%: you can import multimedia posts (and my galleries and video came over flawlessly, unlike with any other premium service that I tried, Squarespace I’m looking pointedly at you, here) but not yet create them; post by email is not yet there; and a post I wrote up using Safari on the iPad didn’t format paragraphs correctly, instead flowing everything into a single one that I had to re-edit once I got back to my MacBook. But custom domains work great and site-wide privacy from launch is exactly what I needed out of the gate. I think it’s going to be a great replacement and I wish them lots of success, so that I don’t have to go looking again.
Update March 19, 2013: The posthaven post interface now includes an ‘upload images’ button, so creating media posts now seems to be available.
Springtime in my southwest mountain town, a foot of snow on Friday – commerce and schools come to a screeching halt, but not before I put in most of a great work day on a new system – brilliant sunny sky today. We went sledding this morning, and this afternoon the entire world is melting, streets clearing and dry pavement showing through in many places. Beautiful.
But while Excel the program is reasonably robust, the spreadsheets that people create with Excel are incredibly fragile. There is no way to trace where your data come from, there’s no audit trail (so you can overtype numbers and not know it), and there’s no easy way to test spreadsheets, for starters. The biggest problem is that anyone can create Excel spreadsheets—badly. Because it’s so easy to use, the creation of even important spreadsheets is not restricted to people who understand programming and do it in a methodical, well-documented way.
When traders pose for press photos it’s always in front of wildly-sophisticated looking visualizations, but the secret layer of MS Excel-based analysis puts the lie to that pretension of rigor.
I came out to my refuge coffee + book shop as I sometimes do on afternoons when the toddler is asleep or occupied enough that he and his mom won’t need me for a little while. Yesterday it was a snow storm that turned into a whiteout on my short drive. I thought to read and write and do productive non-work creative things, but found I mostly watched the snow fall, with my mind quiet. It was quite fine.
Like so many, I picked up a Fitbit last month. I thought it would be a fun way to gain some insight into my activity and help me stay a little more active. Generally, I really like the little fella, though my activity has been hampered by a round of flu in the household, a few very cold weeks of wintertime weather, and a lot of busy, long days. (I wonder what activity best represents using a standing desk; Fitbit seems to think I’m mostly lethargic during the work day, but I think I should get some points for standing there.)
Fitbit offers a premium tier that provides extra reports and the ability to download one’s data for $50 per year. I’m not particularly interested in most of the features that come with premium membership, but I am a data guy, so the Fitbit API offers, albeit with some work, a way to get my data out of their system.
Working directly with the data yields plenty of benefits. Currently the charts on the fitbit web site all require Flash, so as a Click to Flash user I have a lot of clicking to do, all to view a relatively simple bar plot that doesn’t tell me that much. Sleep is a great example. The built-in chart of sleep at Fitbit doesn’t offer much information, and all its variants are simply more bar plots. There’s a nightly activity chart that shows times awake or stirring, but not a view that compares that activity against other nights or shows relative sleep-wake times.
Well, we can fix that.
I’m using the Fitbit plugin from Slogger, modified to run by itself on a server and grab my daily data. It saves the data I’m looking for, via the Fitbit API, to a text file that I can grab and process with R and ggplot2 to make some more useful and attractive plots for myself. Here’s what I’ve come up with for sleep.
There’s a lot more data here, in what I think is a much more interesting and attractive visualization: Relative times to sleep and wake, plus display of two variants of nighttime activity, fully awake and partially awake or stirring. (The Fitbit nightly graph shows them as a single category of wakefulness). Unlike the built-in graphic, this one shows comparative times across days, which is particularly useful for figuring out just why I’m dragging my feet so much this morning – of course, it’s because I’ve been up by 5:30 at the latest all week while pushing my bedtime further and further from its sweet spot.
Additional refinements might include adding the total sleep time to each bar, for more easy to read comparison. (This is basically all you get from the over-time graph that Fitbit provides by default.)
Data is fun and the programming, for both the data extraction via API and the manipulation and plotting in R, is enjoyable learning and pastime for me. I’ll continue to play with the Fitbit activity data for steps and overall activity and see what else I can come up with.
Rain here at high altitude since Friday, which is very unusual for wintertime. The landscape has melted and we can see our sodden backyard once again.
Cooped up, I turned to extra cups of coffee and playing with Alfred 2 workflows.
A few years ago I worked up a system using Alfred 1 to add items to a task list that gets displayed on my desktop with Geektool. The list itself is a Taskpaper compatible text file, and I use a TextMate bundle that I put together (derived from the Tasks bundle along with it.
With Alfred 2 it was fun to recreate and add to the functionality of my old script using workflows. I invoke the workflow with “do something” to add something to the top of my task list; later, “done something” will mark that item as completed and add a timestamp: Alfred uses the query you specify to find matching entries in the todo file, and acts on the one you select from that list of matches.
Here’s a quick tour. Adding an item via Alfred 2 and viewing the new entry in TextMate:
Then using Alfred 2 to find the same item and mark it as completed. You get a confirmation via growl and can see the updated item in TextMate:
I have some ideas to clean up and improve this workflow but do plan to release it. If you’re interested in seeing it now in all its ugly works-for-me state, just let me know.
So far it’s been lots of fun to work with the Alfred 2. If you’re an Alfred user considering the upgrade, I recommend checking it out!
These are great:
Growstuff is a website where food gardeners will be able to track and share their food-growing efforts. A year ago I would have thought Skud’s proposal a little idealistic, with its emphasis on process, collaboration, radical openness, and inclusiveness. But my brush with fandom a year ago (when a distributed group of volunteers responded to my call for feature requests by drafting a beautifully organized 50+ page Google doc in about 48 hours) has made a true believer out of me. Moreover, I think food gardening is a natural fit for the kind of community-first approach Skud wants to pursue. I jumped at the chance to pick a project coming out of this friendly, highly collaborative world, and I can’t wait to see what it grows into.
One of the simple but non-obvious (to me) things about a system like GTD is the exhortation that complex intellectual work can be organized into physical actions.
Now there are all kinds of reasons why lots of the work I and others do is hard to organize that way, but being conscious of physical actions as a unit of analysis has helped me do one thing much better and much more frequently: listening to music.
Here’s the thing: in an office I can’t turn on a tune until I get my headphones out. I have spent entire days occasionally thinking to myself “I’d like to listen to something,” but my headphones are over in my briefcase.
Seriously, that’s like two or three feet away sometimes. But it’s enough to prevent me from catching up with a podcast or playing an album that would be just right for an afternoon of cranking out work, that little bit of distance and distraction.
This may be a profound mental defect, that I cannot maintain a chain of thought long enough to pivot left, get a headset out of a bag, plug it in, launch rdio or instacast, find the playlist, press play, and return to work. Yet there is it, and when broken down like that I can see how that chain of action is actually relatively sophisticated. It involves several decisions: Podcast or music? Which show? Or which genre? Which artist, album, or playlist?
So let’s shorten that chain just a bit: Now when I get to the office, the first thing I do is get out the headphones and plug them in. I’m listening to a ton more than I did before – and importantly, I’m enjoying it.
In the same spirit, I’m doing something to help me do more reading, by keeping better lists of books I want to read, and then keeping one or more of those books nearby – on Kindle app or the countertop – which I have found makes it far more likely that I will pick it up and read it when I have a few free minutes.
I am aware that this is all basically a dramatically unjust oversimplification of behavioral economics’ finding that pre-slicing apples increases the likelihood of actually eating them at lunch. But this brings me back to where I started, which was a lot of recent reconsidering of key elements of GTD. This notion of small pre-requisites for accomplishing something complex or ambitious makes sense to me the past few weeks in a way that it did not previously – this resonance has proven to be valuable and I expect to continue to find new ways to take advantage of it.
I collected these notes through the course of the last couple of weeks. Today we get fully back to our work and school schedules, with school back in session after a long Christmas holiday. Some of these routines, established on the lazy days of vacation, will persist, though perhaps only on the weekends where time stretches out a little more languid.
- Five-dark-thirty or so, grumpy dog at the bedroom door. Pull on a sweatshirt and go upstairs.
- switch on the machine
- prime boiler
- flip to steam
- fix portafilter in grouphead to warm
- feed dogs
- work day? Quick shower.
- not a work day? Sit with book or the news on the iPad.
- portafilter is warm; purge steam, pour milk, measure beans
- prime boiler, settle milk, grind, wipe spout, purge grouphead
- dose grounds, tap to settle, level, clean, fix in portafilter
- extract shot, wipe up grounds, log
- swirl shot, taste, pour milk
- clear brewhead, wipe machine
- sit and pause a sec
Cold this morning. Coffee and breakfast while wife and little boy sleep a little longer. I’m off to work again while she takes care of him today. He goes back to school after the weekend.
I’ve grown to love our morning routine, where I get up and have a coffee and a few extra minutes, before they wake up, when she calls me: Our boy is cuddled up and asking for bunny grahams. So I pour a few into a bowl – she tells me he perks up his head, asks “hear that?” – and bring them downstairs. He says thank you and asks me to go back upstairs for a little while while he snuggles some more with his mom.
Later he comes upstairs with her, sometimes having asked her to carry him, but usually lately under his own power, eagerly climbing. On the stairs he grins at me and wonders aloud, “Is this meeee?” He knows the game.
“Good morning!” I smile back. “Is that a hippopotamus coming up the stairs?”
“No it’s me!” He exclaims.
“Are you a … Zebra?”
Spreading his arms wide and smiling huge, “No, I’m me!”
We might do a few more rounds. Is he an elephant, or a helicopter or a school bus? No! Smiles.
“Oh, well if you’re not a dolphin then can I have a hug?” I ask him, and he marches over in that way a toddler does, all swinging limbs at a half-run, to wrap his arms over my shoulders and lean against me so completely that his feet are somewhere vaguely in the air. There will be oatmeal to make and a diaper to change and any number of busy tasks to complete before we can hustle to the car and make our way to work and school, but for a few minutes we get to just smile and talk and hug.
He’s down for a nap, so we get an hour, sometimes more, sometimes less. When he was a baby we would measure his naps by album duration. Now they’re a little more reliable, but still less so at home than at school, where he easily lays out his blanket and curls up on the cot alongside his friends. Sometimes he’s still lounging on the cot when I come to pick him up.
We have some lunch, or maybe just a snack, chips and somebody’s homemade salsa that’s surprisingly good. We sit on the sofa with a book or magazine, iPad or laptop, sock feet touching on the old coffee table. This sofa is getting a little creaky. Over this winter break we watched a lot of old West Wing episodes on the AppleTV. She’s always liked naps of her own and might lean her head on my shoulder, the way she did every evening when she was pregnant, falling asleep at 7pm.
An hour or so of sitting close together, quiet and easy before he wakes up and needs us to get out some yogurt and crackers, put on snow pants, find hat and gloves to go out for an adventure or a car ride, to run errands or go to the market.
warning: the following is probably not very interesting.
I’ve had a nice time lately doing some reworking on the internals of my little not-a-blog system that runs things around here. First, I’ve done a tiny bit of learning about responsive web design, so mobile browsers should now get a nice narrow page. I’m still tinkering with a visual style that I like, so the look and feel may change more. It’s fun to experiment with this stuff again; it’s been a lot of years since I was really up to speed with anything related to web design.
Also, I’ve switched the whole engine from Pandoc over to a fully-ruby markdown parser called kramdown. Kramdown is faster than Pandoc and may allow for a future state in which I can build and deploy the whole site from a mobile device, without needing to run any code on my laptop first. Moving away from pandoc is the first requirement for that, since I can’t run it on my server at textdrive. (This is one of those situations where an always-available home server or something like a box at Mac Mini Colo would be an ideal alternative.) The next piece of that chain would be a good mechanism to migrate files from Dropbox, where the prettygoodhat markdown files live and are editable from any number of iOS apps, to the web server where the build tool and deployed HTML files live.
It’s fun to have a tool that’s in-process as well as this relatively-new outlet for some thinking and writing. I’m enjoying both aspects of publishing here, quite a lot.
As reflections on a year passing and a new one entering tend to do, yesterday’s thoughts about not resolutions focused mostly on things that in one way or another I want to do a little differently. It occurs to me that this rollover of the calendar is a good time to spend a few minutes on the things I have in my life that are already sustaining. In other words, it’s not Thanksgiving, but I’m grateful.
My wife and I love one another and she supports me every day. She is far smarter than I am, level-headed, thoughtful and vibrant. She and I are partners, truly, and I am better and happier for it.
We have a beaming little boy who lights up our lives. He has given us some scares but he is healthy. Every day he startles me with an observation about his world, with his deep brown eyes and his quiet & constant voice.
Our jobs are rewarding and safe. I work with smart people who challenge me and to whom the work I do is important. The organization I work for produces something valuable and I feel good about that. I will remind myself of this as I approach the crunch time of a significant project over the next couple of months or so.
I live in a town that I love and that offers all kinds of things to me, my wife and our son.
We worry about saving enough, but we are not hungry. And I worry about the world that our son will find waiting for him someday. But our home is warm when it is dark and cold winter outside.
All these things I will carry into 2013. I’ll forget them and I will be at times impatient, anxious and frustrated; yet all these things that help to anchor – but also lift – my life are more persistent than those troubles. So on into the morning of January One.
Making New Years resolutions is not something I like to do, as a rule. The notion that this one week is the designated time we self-improve always rubs me the wrong way. Also, I’ve seen the gym during the firt two weeks of the year, and it is not somewhere I ever want to visit.
And yet. And yet the turn of the calendar is a natural place for reflection, and I’m enjoying a number of writers’ thoughts about 2012 and the upcoming new year. There are indeed some things I’d like to do better – or ways I might be better – and while I have no desire to call these resolutions, perhaps as reflections and intentions they will, over time and accrued gradually, enable some of the things I would like to see in my own 2013.
- Especially over the last heavily political year, I spent a lot of time refreshing Reeder and NetNewsWire. I want to be selective about what I pay attention to, and I want to continue to refine my focus on those things. So I’ve declared Newsreader (nearly) Null: I’m unsubscribing from virtually everything, and I’m moving reeder away from my home screen. (What am I keeping in? The toddler-blog of a friend I want to keep in touch with, a local weather blog, and a couple of writers. I reserve the right to add, of course. I’m not a totalitarian about it.)
- Conscientious focus: This is about work and home. I’m a highly distractable guy and I’d like to be less so. I want to change my fast-twitch distracted energy into something that helps me produce something. That impulse to check twitter because I’ve hit a block? Let’s replace it with five minutes of mind sweep review or a few sentences in Day One. That should improve my presence of mind at work and make it more likely that I’ll have interesting stories to tell when I’m not at work.
- Self-consciously social: Introverts like me don’t naturally gather people around them, but something very important to me is making sure that my currently-only-child toddler has plenty of opportunity to be social – and not in the “social network” sense. I’m still working on this one.
- Listening: Rdio app improvements the past couple of months substantially increased my music listening. I’ve re-listened to and enjoyed things I had not heard in months or years, in addition to finding new things to enjoy. I like it. I think music makes me better. Maybe if I hear even more of it I might get better at the guitar. Listening is of course about a lot more than music; it’s not just hearing what people say but being engaged with it, responding to it, processing on it. Here’s the thing about listening, really: Listening means attention that is reciprocal, that rewards that partner who is speaking and takes seriously what is being proffered; it allows for opportunity for thinking in the moment as well as in follow-up. It is a shorthand for being present and honoring the obligation that is implicit in having a relationship, whether it is at work or at dinner with my wife. Listening is loaded.
Things intentionally out of scope for this post: exercise, finance, fine cheeses, technologies, “workflows”, platforms, and Scotch.
Happy New Year!